As I mentioned in my previous post I had been crying all morning. I found myself on the verge of a panic attack and desperate for clarity. Zoeyjane quickly responded to my IM telling me to call her immediately. After about 30 minutes of sobbing she talked me off my ledge and told me exactly what I knew, but couldn't see thanks to the delusions attempting to impair my judgment. I can always count on her to break down the situation in a way I can consume without gagging. Periodically through out the day she checked up on my and I on her.
In the afternoon Miss mentioned to me she was only 45 minutes away and said she was bringing her son down so we could have dinner. I quickly IM'ed her the directions to my parents' house (since that was where I was) and started counting the hours for their arrival. Chatting with Miss and watching out kids play together cleared out the last of my tears.


I have no doubt in my mind that these two women would support me in any and every way they can. Just because I met them online doesn't mean they are any less human than I am. In fact, they are even better in person (or over the phone) than they are online.
Side #4 is down. (And, I guess side #6 is down too since I posted picks of both our kids!)